THE COLD OF WINTER IS HERE IN MY BEING AGAIN THE DREAM OF A NEW WIFE FOR CHRISTMAS PUTS TEARS ON MY CHEEKS INSIDE ,MY DOG LOOKS AT ME SOMETIMES TELLING ME TO GET IT TOGETHER .
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COUNTING YOUR BLESSINGS
YOU KNOW OVER THE YEARS THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU WARS HAPPEN IN FRONT OF YOU OR YOUR INVOLVED AS A SOLDIER ,POLITICIAN,INNOCENT VICTIM,OR JUST AS THE PEOPLE THEY ARE ALL FIGHTING FOR AND DAYS ROLL BY AND EVERY THING IS WHAT IT IS THEN SOMETHING HAPPENS TO YOU SO CLOSE IT MAKES YOU FEEL THE “THAT” THAT MAKES YOU COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS WELL I HAVE JUST SEEN THIS AND I THINK IT QUALIFIES Continue reading COUNTING YOUR BLESSINGS
GHOST
a ghost is like a ghost – being alive is like being alive
when i die maybe i will be a ghost but i wish to be a happy ghost
i am alive now i wish to be happy i can stand in the sun and the moon the choice is mine.
STATES OF MIND FREEDOM
IN THE PAST MY FREEDOM WAS THERE AS IT IS NOW .
AS I SEE MORE OF WHAT MY FREEDOM MEANS THE MORE IT TASTES GOOD TO GET IT .
LIKE THE SUN EVEN ON A WINTERS DAY IT LOOKS GOOD BUT ITS COLD OUTSIDE THE EYES CAN STILL SEE THE GOOD THINGS AN INNOCENT PRISONER CAN SEE THE SUN .
Christmas a new year
Christmas a new year etc etc smashing another fucking 3 months of cold weather over another 3 to go how joyful this year is all the merriment and stuff how i feel is i don’t know but every time i feel like shit there is something to show me i am okay but i know that possibly it is not so good for what is showing me so in a way i feel better but worse – a bit like a one handed tennis player not able to serve .
still its been okay i still have the ability to see the to enjoy things and am lucky in that what i see that brings me down isnt as painful for me then that that is bringing me down .
WINTER FIRE
here is some music for people that like music
RIVER
The river of life flows like the water ever changing and in the water fish some like the salmon jumping against the tide to mate and they make it they never give up .in the river you flow ever changing then to the sea and onward with the tides in the oceans never knowning where you’ll be but always a part of of the universe you can lay looking from the ocean upwards to the stars free.
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BIRTHDAY
Today i feel as good as i did when i was 25 years old SO CHEERS TO THE NEXT 25 YEARS MAY IT BE GOOD AND FULFILLING.
THOUGHT FOR THE TIME
HERES SOMETHING I SAW TODAY I QUOTE “THAT WHICH CAN BE DESTROYED BY THE TRUTH SHOULD BE” THE WAY I SEE IT “THAT WHICH CAN BE DESTROYED BY THE TRUTH WILL BE ” POP THAT IN YOUR PIPE FOR A SMOKE .
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY.
A FEW WORDS
WHAT TO TALK ABOUT ?
AH DONT KNOW SO I WILL GO TO BED NOW AND DREAM OF GOOD THINGS FOR LIFE TO COME AND THE NIGHTMARES THAT BELONG ALONG SIDE THEM NO POINT BEING NAIVE THEY ARE THERE SOME TIMES YOUR DREAMS SCARE THE CRAP OUT OF YOU YOU WAKE UP LIKE THERE’S A BEAST IN THE ROOM ABOUT TO DEVOUR YOU AND SPIT YOUR BONES OUT OTHER TIMES YOU AWAKEN HAVING JUST HAD AN ORGASM THAT MAKES THINK OF PURE HEAVEN THEN THERE THE ONES IN BETWEEN THAT LEAVE ONE BEWILDERED OR JUST CONTENT .
THINK ITS TIME TO KIP BON NUIT FOLKS .
THE FIRST POST
HERE I SIT HALF ASLEEP WONDERING IF THE WORLD IS MAD OR NOT .SEEING A GOOD WOMAN TALKING OF ANGELS AND HOW THE RHYTHM OF THE EARTH IS AFFECTING OUR EXISTENCE I WORRY THAT SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS THE EARTH THINKS IT KNOWS BETTER THAN ME ABOUT HOW THINGS SHOULD BE WELL .
I HAVE TO AGREE POTENTIALLY IT DOES BUT WHERE DOES THAT LEAVE ME HAPPY THAT SOMETHING GREATER THAN ME IS IN CONTROL THEN I THINK DOES IT KNOW THE LOTTERY RESULTS OR THE WINNERS IN THE DERBY THERE YOU SEE QUESTIONS ARISE JUST FROM MY SMALL FIRST POST .
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