IN THE PAST MY FREEDOM WAS THERE AS IT IS NOW .
AS I SEE MORE OF WHAT MY FREEDOM MEANS THE MORE IT TASTES GOOD TO GET IT .
LIKE THE SUN EVEN ON A WINTERS DAY IT LOOKS GOOD BUT ITS COLD OUTSIDE THE EYES CAN STILL SEE THE GOOD THINGS AN INNOCENT PRISONER CAN SEE THE SUN .
Christmas a new year etc etc smashing another fucking 3 months of cold weather over another 3 to go how joyful this year is all the merriment and stuff how i feel is i don’t know but every time i feel like shit there is something to show me i am okay but i know that possibly it is not so good for what is showing me so in a way i feel better but worse – a bit like a one handed tennis player not able to serve .
still its been okay i still have the ability to see the to enjoy things and am lucky in that what i see that brings me down isnt as painful for me then that that is bringing me down .
WINTER FIRE
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The river of life flows like the water ever changing and in the water fish some like the salmon jumping against the tide to mate and they make it they never give up .in the river you flow ever changing then to the sea and onward with the tides in the oceans never knowning where you’ll be but always a part of of the universe you can lay looking from the ocean upwards to the stars free.
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Today i feel as good as i did when i was 25 years old SO CHEERS TO THE NEXT 25 YEARS MAY IT BE GOOD AND FULFILLING.
HERES SOMETHING I SAW TODAY I QUOTE “THAT WHICH CAN BE DESTROYED BY THE TRUTH SHOULD BE” THE WAY I SEE IT “THAT WHICH CAN BE DESTROYED BY THE TRUTH WILL BE ” POP THAT IN YOUR PIPE FOR A SMOKE .
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY.
WHAT TO TALK ABOUT ?
AH DONT KNOW SO I WILL GO TO BED NOW AND DREAM OF GOOD THINGS FOR LIFE TO COME AND THE NIGHTMARES THAT BELONG ALONG SIDE THEM NO POINT BEING NAIVE THEY ARE THERE SOME TIMES YOUR DREAMS SCARE THE CRAP OUT OF YOU YOU WAKE UP LIKE THERE’S A BEAST IN THE ROOM ABOUT TO DEVOUR YOU AND SPIT YOUR BONES OUT OTHER TIMES YOU AWAKEN HAVING JUST HAD AN ORGASM THAT MAKES THINK OF PURE HEAVEN THEN THERE THE ONES IN BETWEEN THAT LEAVE ONE BEWILDERED OR JUST CONTENT .
THINK ITS TIME TO KIP BON NUIT FOLKS .
HERE I SIT HALF ASLEEP WONDERING IF THE WORLD IS MAD OR NOT .SEEING A GOOD WOMAN TALKING OF ANGELS AND HOW THE RHYTHM OF THE EARTH IS AFFECTING OUR EXISTENCE I WORRY THAT SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS THE EARTH THINKS IT KNOWS BETTER THAN ME ABOUT HOW THINGS SHOULD BE WELL .
I HAVE TO AGREE POTENTIALLY IT DOES BUT WHERE DOES THAT LEAVE ME HAPPY THAT SOMETHING GREATER THAN ME IS IN CONTROL THEN I THINK DOES IT KNOW THE LOTTERY RESULTS OR THE WINNERS IN THE DERBY THERE YOU SEE QUESTIONS ARISE JUST FROM MY SMALL FIRST POST .
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HERE IN THIS ROOM I VENTURE TO THE DEPTHS AND REALMS OF TIME AND SPACE .
I FEAR CERN AND ITS CHILDISH NAIVETY MEN CHILDREN TRYING TO EXPLORE INTO THE FABRIC OF SPACE ITSELF AND MAYBE CREATING THE REAL LANGOLEERS THE BLACK HOLE INSIDE THEM THE BLACK HOLE OUTSIDE Continue reading THE WORLD
ROAMING FROM HERE TO THERE A DREAM THE SINGING VOICES FAR FROM HOME
ONE HAPPY ONCE SAD NOW WITH A PLIGHT TO AGAIN TO JUST HAVE A LITTLE TO SMILE IN THE SUN NOW IS A DREAM FOR FROM YESTERDAY Continue reading THE SMILES OF SYRIAH
THIS ONE I THINK A SPERM DONATION IS A PERSONAL DECISION IF IT BRINGS LOVE AND POSITIVITY TO THE WORLD OKAY BUT MAKING SOMEBODY PAY AFTER IS A LITTLE OF A GREY AREA ALSO BUT NEEDING WELFARE AFTER MAY BE SHOULD FALL IN THE LAPS OF THE TWO WOMEN . Continue reading BASTARD DAY