Christmas a new year etc etc smashing another fucking 3 months of cold weather over another 3 to go  how joyful this year is all the merriment and stuff how i feel is i don’t know but every time i feel like shit there is something to show me i am okay but i know that possibly it is not so good for what is showing me so  in a way i feel better but worse – a bit like a one handed tennis player not able to serve .

 still its been okay i still have the ability to see the to enjoy things and am lucky in that what i see that brings me down isnt as painful for me then that that is bringing me down .

WINTER FIRE

 here is some music for people that like music